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07 January 2012

Journey of Life - The Complete Love

My birthday is on 14 th January . I celebrate it according to Tithi – Hindu Lunar Calendar.  And what a beautiful coincidence this year, my birthday according to Tithi and Date is same on 14th.  For me the only celebration is to think about my goals and life, where I have reached, what I have lost and what I have gained.  Am I successful or not? So..this is the story of Life, or life of me and Krishna. A sweet poetry, my complete life....


Image : Radha Krishna in Amalner BAPS Swaminarayan Temple
'He' is the Goal - 'He' is the LIFE - 'He' is the complete Love




Never Walked On the Road
Followed By Everyone
Never Thought About The
Hardships
While Making My Own Road
I Kept Walking
I Kept Walking
The Night Was the Darkest
I Was Searching For My Sun
Did’t Know What Will Be Next
I Was Searching For My Day
A Dangerous Valley
Or
A Big Mountain
Nothing Visible In the Darkness
The Next Step Of Mine
Where Will It Lead
Life Or Death
Will Everything Over
Or
Will I See The World Again
Who Will Guide Me
My Decisions Will Create My Path
Whom Will I Blame
For Wrong Decisions
I Kept Walking
I Kept Walking
Without Complaint
With Fear, With Terror
But Without Losing The Trust
I Kept Walking
I Kept Walking
Didn’t Know What Will Be
Next
Death Or Life
Tear Or Smile
Love Or Hatred
I Kept Walking
I Kept Walking
Material Desires Didn’t Attract Me
Material Hardships Couldn’t Stop Me
Walking On This Path
Which Was Created By Me
I Kept Walking
I Kept Walking

I Thought Let This Darkness Be Clear
Let This Path Be With Light
Let Others Follow This
Without The Problems I Faced
Let Everywhere Be Peace And Love
I Was Forced Not To Search My Own Path
I Was Forced Not To Make My Own
Path,
My Own World
My Own Success
I Was Forced, Tortured To Follow
Material Path
Only Material Path
Full Of Lust, Defeats, Endless Desires, Silly Ignorant Life
I Kept Walking
I Kept Making My Own Path
They Showed Me the Terror
They Showed Me the Extreme Fear
Fear of Death
Defeat and What Not!
Fear, Fear Only Fear! L
I Kept Walking
I Kept Making My Own Path
I Didn’t Know the Person
Making the Path Is Not Me
But It Is HE
Who Wants To Show The Light!
From My Life, This Path….
They Threatened Me
You Will Be Defeated
You Will Be Nothing
You Will Have To Live The Path Followed By Others
And
You Will Have To Leave The Path Which Reaches The Krishna
I Kept Walking
I Kept Walking
I Kept Making My Own Path
At Every Step Of Danger
I Was Becoming Alone And Alone
Nobody Came
Neither I Waited For Anybody
But I Was Going Closer and Closer to Him
Or He Was Coming Closer and Closer To My Heart
I Kept Walking
Or
I Kept Meeting HIM
I Didn’t Imitate Anybody
I Didn’t Wish To Become Somebody
Only Desire Was the Salvation
Life without Desires
This Desire Also Left
While Walking On This Path
This Path Is Like
Walking On The Sword
Said
Swami Vivekanda
I Had a Fear
Will I Lose the Goal
I Kept Walking
He Kept Protecting
He Was Always With Me
To Protect From All Those Enemies
Sometimes Depressed
Sometimes Sad
Sometimes Crying
Sometimes Angry
Sometimes With New Hope
New Enthusiasm
Sometimes Without Any Hope
But
I Kept Walking
I Kept Walking
Every Step Of Life
Full Of Trust
Without Any Lust
Trust On Him
Trust On Krishna
Now Realized
I Was This Only.
Only One Hope Made Me Walk
He Will Give Me Salvation
The Hope
This Path Will Reach the Sun
The Darkness Will End In the New Hope
‘Forever’
‘New Dawn Forever’
I Won’t Have To Come Back Again
This Path Is Path of Eternity
I Didn’t Stop
I Kept Walking
I Was Walking Like A ‘Mad’
When Will You Meet Me?
My Love – My Krishna
My Shrirama
When Will ‘You’ Become ‘Me’?
Did I Know?
This Will Happen Someday
And One Day
He Came – He Smiled
And
Everything Vanished
The Wounds – Scars
The Terrors, the Fears
Everything, Everything
‘He’ Mad My Life
“Complete”
No Desire Left
Not Of Salvation Too
Where To Walk
And
Where to Reach
When ‘He’ Has Searched ‘Me’
And
Loved Me
The Completeness of Life
I Am Beyond the Birth and Death
Now
Was Always So!
Realized
Now
I Am Beyond Everything
What Is My Age Now
I Am ‘Complete’
My Journey Is ‘Complete’
A New Journey Has Begun
Now
Nobody Can Defeat Me
Nobody Can Terrorize Me
I Am Beyond ‘Everything’
Now, Nothing ‘Material’
Nothing ‘Spiritual’
Everything Is ‘One’
‘The Samadhi’
Which Makes Speechless
Turns To ‘Bhavasamadhi’
‘Eternal Love’
Which Becomes Epic of Life
Love Of Me And Krishna
Beauty, Glory of Advaita
And
‘Love of Krishna’
Everything the ‘One’
No Karma, Gyana, Bhaktiyoga
Everything Is the One
No Dhyana of Krishna
No Worship of Krishna
Now
I Love Radha More than Krishna
I Love Myself
Krishna Loves Radha
I Am Going Mad
Again In This Love
The Journey of Life Is Complete
Now,
‘Me’ Has Become ‘The Complete Love’
‘Me’ Was Always ‘Radha’
‘Me’ Is Always ‘Radha’



8 comments:

  1. you paved the way,  you been walking on the way, your own way enroute salvation. you are always in our hearts. you live in the love of Radha, the eternal love. 

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  2.  Natarajji, no words...:)

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  3. Lovely post. :)

    P.S. My first visit here, enjoyed your post :)

    http://www.iredeem.blogspot.com/

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  4.  Welcome and thanks Shreya

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  5. OH MY DARLING RADHA! YOUR POEM BROUGHT TEARS TO MY EYES!bABY, LET ME EMBRACE YOU TIGHTLY SO AS TO HEAR THAT POETIC CHANT GOING ON IN YOUR HEART! YES, KRISHNA! KRISHNA!......

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  6.  I feel the same Radha......I am calling you Radha.....Eliza, you can feel and I can feel but feelings don't have words....I wish to Hug really.........:)

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  7. Dear Krishnamohinee

    Reading your blog made me feel that I am getting fulfilled by you.. you are an extension of me.. I won't say I love you sister..cause' "you have become love yourself".. I can see Krishna mesmerized by you.. can you see it too? :) I am very happy for you.. and I dedicate you a song.. 'RADHA RANI'..its from a movie called 'char din ki chandni', my husband knew I love krishna so he gave me this song.. you also listen to it.. its for you:) find it in youtube

    lots of love
    Vishnupriya:)

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  8. Dear VishnuPriyaji

    First, I apologize for the late reply. I am also very very glad to find a sister who is Vishnupriya. Being Vishnupriya is the completion of life. Your sweet response, reflect the love of Krishna you felt here. 

    I am the happiest, when I read, from you, that Krishna is mesmerized by me, my life and my name is successful now...:). 

    Thanks for the dedication. 

    Love and Pranams

    Mohi :)

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