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30 December 2011

Love Forever - 'Krishna and Mohinee'

Image : Radha Krishna in BAPS Swaminarayan Temple, Dhule
"Love Forever - Krishna and Mohinee "

I felt myself never so beautiful…
My bindi – kumkum..
My hairs,
My smile,
You know why?
I am looking like Radha!
Bride of my Krishna
I was so mad, I used cry…
I thought He won’t accept this ordinary girl…
From childhood..
I never knew, He used to love ‘Me’
I thought He is The God and
I am bound with Karmas…


He made me so pure….
We are not two…We are ONE!
Everybody called me ‘Mad’
But if you don’t go mad in love, then you are not really in Love.
When I close eyes, I feel His smiling face.
When I open eyes, I feel the same…
‘Divine Madness’
Oh God! How can I tell I am so happy!
I am Krishna’s Mohinee – KrishnaMohinee.
I still can’t believe…
I can’t tell anybody…
He loves me so much…
This material world feel innocence – childish…
I am in tears, Krishna loves only this innocence….
I love everything what He loves…
I love Tulsi…I used to plant Tulsi, I thought He will love this and He will come to my home.
Oh silly I am! He is always in my Heart…
I can feel His voice and the sweetness full of Love…
No…No ..you know The Feeling of Love is started from Krishna..and Radha. Or Mohinee…:)
Yes I am really really mad!!
His flute…make me mad again and again…
Sometimes I feel like I am so mad or He is really so bad…why is He making me mad again and again.
But I love this madness…
Sometimes I cry.. really cry in Love.
My dream is fulfilled now.
Sometimes I used  to worry, what will the world call me…?
I am thinking myself Meera or Radha…!
Am I that great…
I am not Great…
But sometimes I see, world is fed up with my divine expressions…expressions of Love and madness…
But my Krishna …He is always smiling…
So many arguments, so many thoughts…
Nothing is needed in the Love…
I always had desire that He may love me and He loves me always always…
I don’t understand anything more than love…
I am not practical…
Today I don’t need to think this…
He and Me are 'One'…
He is the creator of this world…
I am more practical than anything, anybody in this world…
Because,
Krishna Is Mine…
He has no problem with my possessiveness…
He is only Mine..
He is still smiling…How childish I am…
He was always Mine.
He doesn’t want, ‘This’ ‘That’ devotion, worship, anything from me…
He loves me the way I am, with all my faults…
I am complete now…
I remember Gopis used to talk always about Krishna, just like a mad…
I used to read ‘Gyanyoga’, 'Bhaktiyoga', 'Karmayoga'…
I used to learn how to end this ego…
I am just smiling now…
His love made me forgot everything…
My big big books are dropped…after seeing His smile…
My pen is dropped, He is still smiling…
He is making me mad, more and more mad…
That’s why He is called Chitchor…who steals heart of Girls…
Very Bad…How can I sleep now?
He is still smiling…
Sometimes I get angry with Him…angry a lot,
He doesn’t care for me, He doesn’t think about my problems…
He is always smiling…
I don’t have any problem…
Is there any need of any care…when His smile is making me mad again and again?
Not everybody can feel this!
Why only me?
Oh what’s this me – me?
He is smiling and Me is lost…Me is really lost…
I don’t know devotion, really…
I have never worshiped Him Like Meeraji!
I didn’t do anything…
He stolen my heart and I couldn’t do anything to stop this…
Because His smile…
I really get mad once again…
People say so many things to me…
Nobody understood I am in love…yes; I am in love with Him.
Don’t expect anything from this mad girl…
I am not in the condition to understand good –bad – practical – impractical…
Krishna and Mohinee love forever…
Only one dream and only one committement and only one Achievement.
Love forever – Krishna and Mohinee.
I used to think my name will be changed one day…what it will be?
Thanks Krishna…I am still Mohinee and now my name is attached with Krishna.
Yes..KrishnaMohinee.
Love forever – Krishna and Mohinee.
I have never seen Vrindavan, I have never read Bhagavatam…
I didn’t know much about Him…
Still He smiled and I lost…no..I died…
He comes in Mahabharata…in different situations…
My heart really stops…I can’t tell you…
He talks so sweet…Only Love…Only Love…
I don’t  understand Shrimad Bhagwad Geeta,
But
My love talks with me and I feel the Love…
That is the ONLY meaning of Shrimad Bhagwad Geeta
Only LOVE…
Just Love
Pure Love
And
Eternal Love…
His Love made me free from all the duties…
I don’t know what He liked about me,
My innocence? Or my madness?
Or the foolishness I do, for morality!
He doesn’t Love with expectations,
That is the part of material relations…
He loves me and all because He is Love…
Love can’t do anything other than Love…
Sometimes my madness was hated by so called spiritual people…
I was frightened like a bird…
What can I do? Am I wrong? I cried, I cried …
My Gurudeva Helped me,
And
Made me meet Krishna…
Gurudeva has shown me the smile of Krishna…
And
Now,
Love forever – Me and Krishna
Krishna and Mohinee
Mohinee and Krishna…
You must be thinking, I am really mad…
But
That’s what I am telling, I am really Mad!
Yes! I was, am and will be always Mad!
“I really feel like Dancing, Like Meera…
Mere to Giridhar Gopal, Doosro na Koi…”
Jake sir Mor Mukut Mero ‘Pati’ Soi…
I really have nobody other than Krishna
He is my husband…
Love forever – Krishna and Mohinee…
Every breath is so pure
I feel,
Krishna is breathing in the form of Mohinee,
Yes!
That’s the Ultimate Love
Krishna and Mohinee are ‘One’.
He accepted me completely…
Forever…
Forever…
Silly I am again! I was never different from Him. We were never Two.
What is ‘Maya’? Maya is nothing, when
Krishna Is Smiling…
I am really Blushing…
Why am I telling all this?
How can I hide now, He loves me….
Krishna Loves me…
Krishna loves mohi…mohinee.
Nothing to lose , Nothing to gain
When He loves Me…
Everything is perfect and everything is Love.
The complete perfection of Life, Eternal Love,
Krishna and Me…
The age doesn’t bother me now…
I am immortal…
I have no beginning, I have not end…
I have no birth, I have no death…
Because
I am Radha…
Krishna’s Radha…
Only Krishna’s Radha.
Duties, attachments, Karmas, Sins…
Nothing nothing….
I am complete…
He never said,
‘I love You’
But
His Smile…
I am really mad…
Someone asked Me, “How do you look?”
I was about to say, “That girl with Krishna….umm mm that’s me!” (Blushing…: ))
I am really mad now…
Really mad!
This ‘Me’ was never so beautiful…
So many questions used to bother my life,
“What about marriage?”
“How will you live alone whole life?”
“Are you going to become Sanyasi?”
“What the hell you want to do?”
……………………………………
How can I tell anybody?

I am married with my Krishna long time back…..
I am not mad…It’s true….really!
Some people say, “There is nothing like God, it’s only illusion..”
Hmm…
There is nothing like world, only truth is Krishna and rest is illusion!
Some asked, “Don’t you want enjoyment?”
When Krishna loves me, what else can I want?
The education, the degrees, the burden of duties,
The faith, the worship, the spiritual paths, spirituality…
So many things….
Nothing left…
Krishna and Mohinee…Love Forever.
What will people say to me now?
Whatever….
I am mad in Love.
His smile is so soothing,
All the wounds just vanish,
All the past, present, future, just vanish…
I am beyond the limits of Time,
I am always present …
I am the Time…
I feel like He is calling me again and again…
I don’t know, I have ever called Him, Krishna ..Krishna.
I always wished to go to His supreme Abode – The Vaikuntha…
I am so mad…
Eternal Love Story, 
Krishna and Mohinee
I am so smiling,
How can I resist myself telling this truth to world...
You can call me Mad or Radha or Mohinee...I am just mad in Love

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Do you remember, Love forever Me and He, Your love, Touch of Love, It’s Your Friendship, Virahvedana, I Hate to Love You? Do you remember the Eternal Bliss, Shyama- Shyam Prem Geeta, Meera Banu mai Radha Banu? So many songs….and Ram Ram Hai Pati Mero? Holi Kheli aaj Kanha Sang…so many songs…my love my Krishna My soul mate…real hero of my life, my prince…my Krishna...It's like dream, I am really mad...His smile....I am really mad...Love expressed madly...yes today the love is expressed madly...I am really mad...God's Mohinee....Krishna's Mohinee. 
I can't share all the links, you have to read the blog archive....because I am really mad now....:)





11 comments:

  1. Beautiful and pure filed with your  devotion and innocence !

    Krishna really loves you so much ..even more than you love him!
    You are blessed and everyone! :)

    After reading you I feel peace and pleasure ..Thank you so much Mohu :)

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  2. Simply great!

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  3. Jia sharma VidrohiJanuary 10, 2012 at 2:19 AM

    दीदी 
    तेरी कृष्ण भक्ति के लिए मेरे पास शब्द ही नहीं है लेकिन बेहद सुन्दर, अपार, अदभुत, शब्द ही नहीं है फिर से कहती हु |  

    जय श्रीराम 
    जय राधा माधव 

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  4. Dear Krishnamohinee

    Can't explain to you.. how happy I am to meet you. I havn't seen you but still I can feel every word u've said. No.. you're neither mad..nor Foolish..you are simply Beautiful. I've finally met someone like me.. 'Is prem mein yun hi rami raho'.. Krishna toh sada tumhara tha, hai aur rahega:) Behad khushi hui tumse mil kar..

    Vishnupriya:)

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  5. Dear Vishnupriyaji Gurukripa me Swagat

    Namaste! I am also so glad to meet you. I have a friend who thinks like me, first I thought this comment from that friend. But, you are different and I am so happy...someone really understands my feelings. It looks like I am not practical. But thanks to Krishna I have met a person like you, who knows what I really feel...:).

    Please keep coming and keep sharing the love of Krishna.


    love
    Mohi..:) 

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